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So I FINALLY made it back to the city after a LONG day of traveling. I left Cape Cod yesterday at 10:30 am and didn't get back until 11 at night! I was supposed to get in at 5:45, but a train crossed 4 tracks in Greenwich, CT and tore down some of the electrical lines. My train got stuck in New Haven at 4:45 and as of 9 pm, we still hadn't moved. I got a car service to drive me into the city, so I am back :) I think it always takes going somewhere else to value what you have. Sometimes I take the city for granted, that there is always something to do, that I can get whatever kind of food that I'm craving at whatever hour, and that I live in such an interesting place. As I was coming into the city on the FDR, I was dazed by the beautiful lights and skyline that you only see when you leave Manhattan. As much as I liked taking a break from city life, it's great to be back.

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The Spark.

It's rare but when it happens, you feel so conscious of the moment. Your heart starts beating fast. And faster. You feel ethereal. There's a fluttery feeling in your chest. You feel like you can't breathe. You feel a sudden jolt of adrenaline that almost makes you jump. It's as if your heart has sent the same feeling to your brain and you feel like you can't speak, let alone utter anything arousing. It's as if your body needs the energy to not fall over because it is so captivated by the person standing in front of you. You can't control it and you wonder what it is about this person that makes you feel that way. You can't explain it, but all you know is this feeling; truly one of the best feelings in the world. Tweet This

I got a fabulous new MACBOOK PRO :) Everything happens for a reason; it truly does. This is going to be a super short post because I am tired but I promise I will post something better tomorrow. Leaving you with two things I found that make me happy:

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Being the genius that I am, I spilled a liquid substance all over my laptop and it is currently in a coma. Depending on if it wakes up or I have to shell out over a grand to get a new one.... This means no Internet access for at least a week, thank god I have an iPhone,but it is so much harder to use this tiny screen. I am beyond devastated because I have so much new music that I haven't back up since sometime last semester and a lot of things that I have written since then and they could just be GONE :( so my posts will be limited this week and I don't have any inspiring photos to add. On that note, Happy Fourth! Tweet This

You can't change what has already happened. You can't take back anything you've said. You have to live with the consequences, learn from your mistakes and change the future. Tweet This